In the interest of having my blog be transparent, I’d like to share that my depression (although controlled for the most part), when it hits, it hits hard!
I hate that this is my reality.
Between schizophrenia and major depression, I have more than enough to deal with.
- It is not easy.
- It is not fun.
- Life is not a party.
For far too long, I’ve kept these things inside of me!
In part, because I was a co-dependent to a narcissistic sibling.
That relationship is over with, though, and I don’t expect to see them until our mother has passed!
Any how, I am going to express myself. No matter what it takes.
I am going to share with you, my reader, my experience. Keeping in mind, that I am functioning independent of being an inpatient and that I take my meds on an on-going basis.
I am still “very” symptomatic every day.
My illness does not let up, and it is an utter shame.
Therapy is out of the question, but I do do personal development.
What non-illness (or loosely related illness) difficulties are you having at present, that you hope will be worked out in the next short while?
For me, I am hoping to declutter my home.
I have a lot of excess things that I’ve collected over the last 16 years, and it’s time to rid myself of (most of) them.