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When You’re Waiting To Die, Because You Aren’t “Able”

NOTE: This was written awhile ago, but some of the tenants are still true.

I am just waiting for my (physical) health to deteriorate.

That’s a fact!

I am so pissed about it too!

I don’t know how to function without impending doom.

I want to be alive though!

How do I make things better?

I know what I need to do, but I cannot get myself to do it!

I make some progress, and then I quit, reversing all the good I did.

That’s been my pattern, and I don’t know how to “permanently” overcome it.

I do several specific types of personal development and therapy is not an option!

Are you struggling with something similar?

3 thoughts on “When You’re Waiting To Die, Because You Aren’t “Able” Leave a comment

  1. What a good question. I find myself in sometimes in the active position, to do something productive just to be alternated with a period of ‘what’t the point anyway?’.
    It’s a constant battle but for me it’s a little easier when I’m in ‘active’ mode because I can’t think so much then.


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