I want to die.I want my life to be over.I want to go now.I am tired.Tired of pretending.Tired of putting … Continue Reading Worsening Depression (A Poem)
How many of my readers, struggle with the notion of faith and cognitive dissonance? Or __________ and cognitive dissonance? I … Continue Reading Faith And Cognitive Dissonance
It is ALL the things she had a hand in… she IS sorely missed!
What was it that separated us?Differences.One of us was this way and one of us was that way.The one who … Continue Reading I Don’t Have To Deal With You (A Poem)
Are we? Or is that term outdated? Does it need updating? I am hesitant to post a title like this, … Continue Reading We Are The Marginalized
RIP RBG… and, thank you for your service! NOTE: This is an official portrait (as found on WIKI). I do … Continue Reading RBG: A Significant Loss
They are ever present right now. These thoughts. They are here no matter what. It seems. And, no matter what … Continue Reading Thoughts Of Death And Suicide
And, be prepared for both the good and bad consequences of your decisions! Working through my fears has enabled me … Continue Reading Sometimes, You Just Have To Say, “Phuck It!”
I want the pain to stop.All the decisions, the outcomes, everything.Please let it go away.For good.I can try to manage … Continue Reading Please Make It Stop (A Poem)
While I am becoming more of a realist, my hope, when I go through something difficult (not necessarily illness-based), is … Continue Reading Misguided Optimism?
I will start off by saying, that my memory isn’t so good. Especially regarding current events. I am at a … Continue Reading An Awareness Of My Symptoms
Helpful: Community. Boundaries. Suffering. The push-pull of perfectionism. To always make the effort! Being polite and conversational. Being industrious. Learning … Continue Reading 31 Things That Have Either Helped Me Or That Have Not
Will we see increased suicide rates during this recession? There’s no doubt about it, we’re in a global economic recession. And historically, … Increased suicide rates during a recession
NOTE: I am fast becoming a realist. And, at times, I don’t feel like I properly describe my struggles. In … Continue Reading A Realist And His Illness